Nicole Castle Quotes

#1. The fact that picking out china patterns was pretty gay didn't bother me, since we were picking them out to shoot them. Frank chose the design. Ivory white with solid black borders and real gold edging. Fucking expensive. He made me pay.

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#2. Kiki had to be carried whenever they left the house, or she'd be eaten by wild animals. At least, that's what Frank seemed to think. The dog, spoiled as she was, wholeheartedly agreed.

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#3. His face was badly bruised and swollen and altogether painful looking, but it really brought out his eyes.

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#4. I'd found that in my case, once I was in trouble, digging the hole deep enough to climb out on the other side was sometimes the quickest way to redemption.

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#5. Fortunately for Alan's sake, Frank preferred beauty over age so I had no need to defend my territory.

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#6. Bullets like cocks, came in a variety of different sizes and length but were all more or less the same shape.

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#7. At least with all the blood moved to his face he'd be able to leave the table without further embarrassing himself.

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#8. It took all my concentration not to get an erection now that he was being mean to me again. He was really fucking sexy when he was hostile.

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#9. The blade gleamed in his hand, making my knees go so weak that I had to hold onto the car. Even watching him use a butter knife on an unsuspecting piece of toast was enough to make my whole body burn, inciting an erection under the table that would last long past dessert.

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#10. It wasn't the same as when other men called me beautiful. With them, it meant I'd be donning knee pads. With Frank, it meant uncomfortable silence. And the last thing I wanted was for Frank to be uncomfortable or silent.

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#11. Frank took my hand and pressed it to his lips. Considering that my knuckles were bruised from punching him in the face, it should've come with the romantic gesture of the year award. Or a restraining order.

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#12. How could I explain the sort of twisted fantasies I'd had to play out to Frank? Most of them I didn't even understand myself. Like being drenched in maple syrup and having acorns thrown at me by a guy wearing nothing but hiking boots.

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#13. She could undoubtedly get the boy to dig his own grave. With enough encouragement and a little cleavage, he wouldn't even need a shovel.

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#14. There was nothing like being objectified to make a boy feel pretty.

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#15. How could I not be in love with a man who folded something after strangling me with it?

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#16. I moved away from him, sitting back on my heels and raising my aim to his heart. "Happy anniversary, Frank."

In a flash, he had my gun away from me and I was flat on the floor with his boot against my throat. "You point a gun at me again, I will break your neck.

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#17. Here I was, telling him a heartwarming story about my first and only pet, a goldfish that died the day after I won it with a well-placed ping-pong ball at the County Fair, and he had a still-breathing corpse in the trunk.

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#18. How was I ever going to seduce Frank, make him fall in love with me, if I was brunet? (Vincent)

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#19. He flicked his cigarette at me. Luckily, I was still wet, and it was mostly extinguished upon contact. I sat on his lap and lit another one for him. It's the little things in life.

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#20. He glared at me as if I were solely responsible for the food shortage not only at the opening, but in several third world countries on top of it.

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#21. As if anyone in Paris would believe for a second that I was a top. Not only was I made for being manhandled, I was far too lazy to be anything but a bottom.

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#22. I'd even jerked off to the thought of it, something I hadn't done since I learned that I was good enough looking to have someone do ti for me

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#23. He admitted to me that seeing a person die was one of the most incredible experiences he'd ever had. It made him feel human, watching the life leave their eyes. I tried to tell him that fucking me would make him feel like God, but he didn't buy it.

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#24. Are you having a midlife crisis?"

"You'll be having an end of life crisis if you say that again," he threatened.

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#25. I thought seeing him naked was the highlight of my life. That suit was better than sex.

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#26. Frank was a great seamstress.

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#27. He was also the only adult male in my life who I'd never so much as flirted with, which gave him a special place in my heart. And made me a bit hesitant to be alone with him. Old habits are hard to break.

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#28. During the summer he'd wear my oil smeared undershirts to give me inspiration, although it usually had the opposite effect, and then the only thing getting done on that car was me.

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#29. When Vincent didn't understand something, he would figure it out. When Frank didn't understand something, he'd light it on fire.

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#30. I'd seen a lot of handsome men in my life, but Frank was absolutely beautiful. I could stare at him all day. I wanted to touch him, not just in the standard erogenous zones, but to move my fingers over every inch of his skin until I'd memorized his face and body the way he memorized his books.

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#31. I was his fire, one look boiling his blood and turning him from a man who'd blush at a dirty word to one who'd make me feel like a virgin again, shying away from the scandalous things he whispered in my ear while he made me lick my come off his fingers.

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#32. I loved being in Frank's arms. It felt special, being that the only other people he ever picked up were dead.

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#33. I'd say that if she touched his cock I'd kill her, but then, I'd kill her anyway.

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#34. Here it was, the first of many lies he'd have to come up with. "Bella threw a knife at my head." He'd do better with the next lie.

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#35. I still couldn't believe that he was actually mine; an international super assassin in love with an emotionally unbalanced kid from Podunk, Illinois. Adn I was his.

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