Top 58 Beatrice Sparks Quotes
#1. How can thoughts hurt so much when they aren't even physical?
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#3. I wanted to ask God to help me but I could utter only words, dark, useless words which fell on the floor beside me and rolled off into the corners and underneath the bed.
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#6. We get pissed off when someone tells us what to do, but we don't know what to do unless some fat bastard tell us.
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#7. I pretend I've got lots of confidence and I'm a big jock and like that but deep inside I'm a frightened, insecure, can't-make-it failure.
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#10. When I'm with him, everything makes so much sense ... when I'm away, it's so much shit.
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#11. The same old dumb teachers teaching the same old dumb subjects in the same old dumb school. I seem to be kind of losing interest in everything. At first I thought high school would be fun but it's just dull. Everything's dull. Maybe it's because I'm growing up and life is becoming more blase.
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#12. I only know that I am now a priestess of Satan trying to maintain after a freak-out to test how free everybody was and to take our vows.
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#13. You can't do anything to please anybody or say anything to please them or even dress so they'll be happy and give you a smile.
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#14. I've been asleep and I don't know if it's the same day or week or year, but who the hell cares anyway?
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#16. Got my shit together Definition: I've learned how to play it cool. I've got some ideas worked out.
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#17. I don't want to get old. I have this very silly fear, dear friend, that one day I'll be old, without ever having really been young.
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#18. I would like to stay stoned all the time, it scares me it's so good. I would like to stay stoned every minute of every day for the rest of my life.
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#20. I bet the pill is harder to get than drugs
which shows how screwed up this world really is!
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#21. I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.
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#22. I thought I was unhappy before ... I was just a stupid young kid that didn't know what happiness was. I was like a snot in a candy store who not only wanted all he could eat, but the whole thing. Life is stupid. Stupid. Or at least to this point, mine is.
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#23. It's a terrible thing but it seems like tragedy brings people together, makes them more supportive, more dependent.
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#24. I guess this like everything else bad in life, will pass.
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#25. She didn't know whether she was running away from something or running to something, but she admitted that deep in her heart she wanted to go home.
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#26. I can't believe that I changed so little. I expected to look old and hollow and gray, but I guess it's only me on the inside that has shriveled and deteriorated.
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#27. I looked at sky this morning and realized summer is almost gone which really made me sad because it doesn't seem as though its been here at all.
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#28. What do you know about love? Are your feelings more holy than mine? Am I exempt from the knowledge of love until I become "of age?" Do I automatically become human enough when I start loving you and seeing things your way?
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#29. I'm not really sure which parts of myself are real and which parts are things I've gotten from books.
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#30. If people are going to keep a journal, they should do it when they're little, where all the good things happen, before life starts kicking you in the ass and in the head and every other places.
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#31. We are all in natural high, It was better than dope or booze or anything.
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#32. Like usual, what I want is not important, what I'm supposed to do that counts.
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#33. I have invested my heart. There is a chance that it will be broken but also a chance at unlimited happiness.
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#34. Why so much hate in your mind when love is the only way to straighten things out?
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#36. They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!
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#37. My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.
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#38. Color intermingled with color. People intermingled with people. Color and people intercoursing together.
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#39. I'm really cracking. No, I'm beyond cracking. I'm shattered. I'm lost. I'm fragmented.
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#40. They don't think "I care," "I hurt," or "I have feelings." It just seems like I'm always "wrong," always "selfish," always "self-centered" and everything else that's negative and destructive.
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#42. The voice of every kid hooked on drugs, alcohol or the occult joins the sad chorus Not me! I didn't think it could ever happen to me. I was sure I could handle it.
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#44. This morning when I left Mom's parting words were, "Come straight home after school." Wow! Like I'm going to get stoned at 3:30 - it doesn't sound so bad at that.
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#45. I'm afraid to hope but I can't help it, and the idea of hoping in this most hopeless of all places makes me want to cry.
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#46. Nobody's talking to me, but nobody's hassling me either. I guess you can't have everything.
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#47. How is it possible for me to be so miserable and embarrassed and humiliated and beaten an function still talk and smile and concentrate?
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#48. Why is life so difficult? Why can't we be just ourselves and have everyone accept us the way we are?
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#49. I used to think I was the only one who felt things. but I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity. It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would really be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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#50. I know I was drugged but that is still no excuse. Why do they want to do things like that?
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#51. Adolescents have a very rocky insecure time. Grown-ups treat them like children and yet expect them to act like adults. They give them orders like little animals, then expect them to react like mature, and always rational, self-assured persons of legal stature.
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#53. It's a good thing most people bleed on the inside or this would be a gory, blood-smeared earth.
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#54. Judas, boredom is such a drag, drag, drag. Writing might be good therapy for me, though.
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#55. I feel like Alice in Wonderland. Maybe Lewis G Carroll was on drugs too.
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#56. I think I'd better take some of Gramps' sleeping pills, I'm never going to be able to sleep without them. In fact I think I'd better take a supply of them. He's got plenty, and I'm sure I'll have a few bad nights at home before I get straightened out. Oh, I hope it's just a few.
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#57. I hope they never have to go through the kind of soul searching that I am going through.
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#58. Everyone is trying to get attention but intelligent persons get theirs by doing something worthwhile, beneficial to himself and the community.
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