Trista Mateer Quotes

#1. Some people are born flight risks. It is no shortcoming of yours that they cannot keep their feet on the ground. It is not your fault that they cannot seem to stand in place. They are not leaving you; they are just leaving.

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#2. For everyone I meet with your name
I'm sorry.

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#3. can we say goodbye again? i miss the way you rip me open. i

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#4. I promised no more poetry and I'd rather think of this as a confession: you are still the first person I want to share new things with.

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#5. Girl like a garden you never volunteered to tend. Dirt all tracked into your front hall.

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#6. And now that I am older, I don't give a damn about sin. I will be the first to cast one.

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#7. Tonight I wish I had someone's body pressed up against mine. I am glad you are not here to see this. I

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#8. i loved her more than i loved you and i'm sorry that you knew it.

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#9. I am going to hurt you.
You are going to hurt me.

But we will do it with practiced fingers
and passionate mouths
and I swear to god

it will be worth something.

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#10. I still have a lot of growing to do
and I know there is more room for it
in your absence.

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#11. so the poem hurt you.
it was supposed to.

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#12. Hurt me once: shame on me. Hurt me twice: shame on me. Hurt me three times: shame on me but fuck you. Hurt me four times and we'll get severed-head biblical.

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#13. I'm sorry for the poems.
All the shouting I did about your mouth.

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#14. You said: "most days, I pity you more than I love you". I just love you.

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#15. I do not tell her that sometimes it feels like compromising yourself is part of growing up.

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#16. Like one moment I am whole, but then I hear your voice on the phone and I swear to god three blocks away from here they can smell smoke.

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#17. Sometimes I think I resented you so much it felt like love.

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#18. You came and you left and I'm just looking to quick dry cement it, press and bend it, fold it up and tuck it away for safe keeping. I know that it's reaching but I just want to leave your name on a page somewhere and never need to come back to it.

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#19. I'm sorry that I am back and forth, push and pull
instead of effortless simplicity.

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#20. I will greet you with a mouth full of barbed wire until you learn to stop coming after me with your hands.

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#21. My hands are still shaking from
nights spent not knowing
how to want you.

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#22. loved a man for years who said her eyes looked like the ocean, because she always wanted to be somebody's poem, somebody's simile, somebody's lackluster metaphor.

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#23. I still remember you
as a little girl
who overwaters plants
because she doesn't know
when to stop giving.

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